Need to learn Programming

In the last two days I spent my whole time in creating designs of small games for kindergarten children. I gave one task to Anitha and another to Prakash. I can test their enthusiasm by these works. I was busy in planning, documenting the plans, mailing and chatting with all the people. Now I am understanding how all the time a project leader spends communicating with others.
I feel that I don't have that much expertise in programming. I didn't do programming from the past one year and I lost the confidence in that. So, I decided to learn Java or C# every day with a friend.